Monday, May 12, 2014

The End or the Beginning?

No matter what I try I can't seem to keep up my blog. I forgot about it yet again. When I did remember my blog I didn't know what to blog about. My only hobby is writing, but I'm quickly running out of things to say about it. Plus, I'm at a really dry spell with my writing, I've had three books in a row crash and burn, mostly because two of them didn't have a main plot. I've picked up an old book of mine that I had started one or two years ago, but I don't want to bore you with the details of that book. I asked some friends for advice on what to blog about, but I only got suggestions to talk about my favorite outfit, cooking, and sewing. I don't sew enough to blog about it. What on earth would I say about cooking? "So, I'm like, cooking dinner again.... I'm making macaroni and cheese.... It's my favorite food." That's so boring! My favorite outfit... I have no idea how to describe it. I could only take a picture and show you, but how dull is that? 
Clearly I have a dilemma. I really want to keep this blog, I love doing it, but with nothing to say what's the point? So, I've made a plan. I have made a list of things that I might be able to blog about. There are six categories with varies topics under each one. I'm going to try to test some of them out and see what works. 
Also, if there is anyone who's reading this blog and you actually like it then please let me know. I want to know if I should bother continue this blog or not.
P.S. I probably won't continue with quotes or verses in my posts. Both Blue Jay and Remember Ariel will probably never be completed. If I pick up Blue Jay a whole lot of it will be changed that you most likely won't recognize it. I would like to finish Remember Ariel some day, but it would receive a lot of revision too. 

P.S.S. I am currently rewriting and editing Darkest Before Dawn which I hope will become part of a series. 

Wednesday, April 23, 2014

Resplendentruth

I'm following the blog Resplendentruth and when I read her post "See the Beauty" I wanted to share it with others. I already posted this, but was then reminded by my mother that I should have asked her if I could share her post on my blog. So I deleted it, emailed her and now that I have her permission I'm sharing the post again. I thought I should explain that for those of you who read the post, then saw it vanished and reappear.
Look around you. Maybe there’s a window nearby. Look out of it. What do you see? Do you see the vast sky, or at least a small section of it? Do you see trees?
Beauty lies everywhere. This world, and even the things outside it are amazing. A simple flower, petals so perfectly shaped, the color crisp and bright. Beautiful.
The sky, so brilliantly blue, full of bright streams of sunshine. Trees reach their waving branches up into the air providing a wonderful, vivid contrast of color.
Petrichor. A wonderful word to describe the wonderful smell of the earth after rain. Fresh. Beautiful.
The feeling of warm sun touching your skin in an invisible embrace. The sun touches the earth, providing warmth and light, and yet, if it were any closer, we would burn up. If it were any farther away, we would freeze. The perfect distance for life.
Even beyond the earth and the wonderful things on it, planets hang in the emptiness, each striking in size and color. At this point, we are barely a speck on the surface of a vast and beautiful planet. But, head further out to see even greater wonders, thousands of light years away, a distance I can’t even fathom – the distance light travels in a year. We see galaxies and trillions of stars, all shining brightly in perfect beauty.
Galaxy M106, 25 million light years away.

The M106 Galaxy
Go a little further out, 28 million light years, and you will find The Sombrero Galaxy. It is 50,000 light years across.

The Sombrero Galaxy
20 million light years away is the Whirlpool Galaxy or the M51 Galaxy. The Nucleus of this galaxy holds something amazing.

The Center of the Whirlpool Galaxy
According to the Hubble site, “the galaxy is spectacular because it is tilted nearly face-on to Earth, allowing for an unobstructed view of its the bright core.”
Stunning. A perfect picture of God’s love and power.
Yet, even with all this beauty and great feats of workmanship around us, we get caught up in the things of life. We are weighted down and simply forget to look at the wonders around us.
It’s so easy to take for granted the world around us, and to walk around without a constant sense of wonder.
I would challenge you to take a few minutes to look. Simply look. See the wonder. See the beauty. Look for God’s fingerprints on His creation. And above all, realize how great your creator is. Realize that if He made this world, and even the things outside of it thousands of light years away, he can take care of you. He is bigger than anything that you can even imagine. And He loves you.
Don’t take it for granted. Look for the beauty in everything.

Friday, April 11, 2014

Christ Is Risen

     "And he saith unto them, Follow me, and I will make you fishers of men. And they straight away left their nets, and followed him." Matthew 4:19-20
     "Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind. This is the first and greatest commandment." Matthew 22:37-38
     "Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost: Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen." Matthew 28:19-20
     This is the command of our Father. If we love Him with all our heart, soul, and mind then we will obey his command and go to all the nations declaring the wondrous news to all that will hear. "It is finished." (John 19:30b)"Christ is risen just as He said! We are forgiven of our sins, we are one with Him again!" And we will sing praises to our God because we're overflowing with the joy of the Lord, "Christ is risen from the dead, trampling over death by death. Come awake, come awake, come and rise up from the grave! Christ has risen from the dead! We are one with Him again!"
     That's the short, but important message I have that took me about an hour to put together. For my quote or Bible verse I will do Psalm 8:1 "O Lord, our Lord, how majestic is your name in all the earth! You have set your glory above the heavens."
     The above verses from Matthew came from the KJV. Psalm 8:1 was probably from NIV, but I'm not sure. The song Christ Is Risen is from Words and Music by Matt Maher and Mia Fieldes, Arranged by Gary Rhodes from the book The Instant Worship Choir Collection Volume 2.

Thursday, April 3, 2014

Frustrations

     I can not believe this! It's both funny and frustrating at the same time. In my post "Updates and Apologies" I apologized for the many grammar and spelling mistakes I made in my last posts. I think I made more mistakes in that post than all the others combined! I forgot to use the spell check, I spelled "apologies" wrong! Apologies! How silly is that? Every time I looked at my post (after I published it and two people already read it) I found at least one mistake. Okay, I feel better now that I've gotten that out of my system.
    So, I'm following a few other Christian teens blogs and one of them does a quote of the week post which I thought was cool. I think I might do that. :) I'll either do a quote, or Scripture, or both. We'll start with this one, Genesis 1:1 "In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth." NIV
   And that's all. God bless you! :D

Updates and Apologies

     Oh my goodness, have I really been gone for a whole month?! I knew it had been awhile since I made my last post, but I didn't realize it had been a month. I do apologize for my long absence. I didn't do much on the Internet during March, nor did I do much writing. Now April is here and with it Camp Nano so I'm back online. I've chosen Remember Ariel for my Camp Nano book with a goal of achieving 45,000 words by the end of the month. So far I'm doing good, I'm writing an average of 1,500 words a day which puts me ahead of schedule. I hope I'm not boring you with all my talk about my novels, but I have absolutely no idea of what else to talk about. Remember Ariel is doing pretty well, better than I expected actually. The main plot is still a little fuzzy... okay, a lot fuzzy, but so far that hasn't been a problem.
     Also, I'm sorry for how badly written my last post and possibly all the others are. I just type these posts out in about... *thinking* oh,  I don't know, thirty minutes(?) maybe. I only read over it once so I miss a lot of errors. I only knew that my last post had a good deal of grammar and spelling mistakes because I let my mom read it and she pointed a few out to me after I had already posted it. Although, I doubt this post will be any better.
     *Sigh* I am really struggling with what to talk about. I don't want to bore my readers, but I don't want to abandon my blog either. The only things I can't think to talk about are Remember Ariel and the British show Doctor Who. My best friend introduced me to the show and I love it! I get really excited every time I find out someone else likes Doctor Who too..... That's all I can think of to say today... and I forgot how I said good bye in my other posts. Oh well, I'll say something different. :) God bless you! :D

Saturday, March 8, 2014

National Novel Writing Month

     I am a part of National Novel Writing Month, otherwise known as nanowrimo. Nanowrimo also has what they call camp nanowrimo. The national novel writing month is November when you write a 50,000 word novel and submit it, if you can reach 50,000 words. Camp nanowrimo is basically the same things, except it's the month of April. I'm thinking for camp nanowrimo I will write a book called Remember Ariel, but a part of me thinks I should just stick with Blue Jay.
     Last year I tried to write a book called Invisible for national novel writing month, but I only reached 6,000 some words. I had invented the characters and the bad guy, but I hadn't thought out the plot and therefore it didn't get very far. Although, I have not learned my lesson. I know about the characters of Blue Jay, but very little about the plot, or anything at all about the plot. The same with Remember Ariel. Remember Ariel is a book idea I've come up with by combining all my ideas for different books into one. I think it could be really good if I devoted my time to it.
     So, I'm going to share my little synopsis of Remember Ariel in hope of some feedback. I would like your opinion on whether or not I should pursue writing Remember Ariel while I'm still writing Blue Jay. Now, I have written two novels at one time before, but then, those are novels I've never finished. Blue Jay is really slow going because I need to know the plot, but I don't. I fear Blue Jay is dying a slow death and I'd rather not have that happen. I already have at least three people that I know of reading it, I don't want to leave them in a cliff hanger forever.
     Any suggestions on plot ideas, which book to write, what I might rename Blue Jay?  (I'm looking to rename Blue Jay, I can't remember if I told you that or not) Just anything that might be helpful at this point.
     Here is the synopsis for Remember Ariel: Ariel and her father are taken from their home and brought into the capital city. In the City Ariel is separated from her father and due to a government experiment she loses her memory. A small group of teenagers in a situation similar to her own enlist her help to uncover their corrupt government's secrets.    There's more to the book than that, but I'm terrible at writing a synopsis that really tells the reader what my book is about.
     Thanks for reading my ramblings, I know I started rambling at some point up there. :)

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

Blue Jay's beginning

I've offically started writing Blue Jay. I have only previewed the Prologue one or two times that I'm giong to share with you below so I'm sure you'll find a ton of mistakes that will embarrass me the next time I read it after I make this post. But, here it is... ->
                                                                     Prologue
                                                                       ~ Ashley ~
      “You go around back, I’ll take the front.” FBI Agent Samantha Rubin instructed me.
      I complied and went to the back of the house, my gun in hand. We went through the front and back doors at the same time, I could hear her moving throughout the house.
      “FBI!” She shouted, for when you stormed a house like this we had to announce who we were.
      “USI!” I shouted after Samantha did. We were from two different agencies, working together.
So far it seemed as though the house was empty, but when I was coming down the narrow hallway to meet Samantha in the middle of the house I heard what sounded like a struggle. I ran down the hallway, my gun held out as I was trained to do when storming a house with a suspect in it that was assumed to be armed and dangerous.When I entered the room of the struggle I saw Samantha laying on the floor, her eyes closed and her gun missing, but no sign of the attacker. I moved cautiously as I went to Samantha and checked for a pulse. She seemed fine, just unconscious.
Just as I was standing up the sharp point of a needle pierced my skin, with much force my assailant stuck the needle in my neck injecting the contents into my blood. I grabbed his arm, trying to fight him, but it was to avail. The contents of needle weakened me and it felt as though I were passing out as I slowly fell to the floor. My vision was incredibly blurred, my eyes mostly closed and every noise sounded muffled like I was underwater.
Through the haze of my vision I saw the man take away my gun and hand it to another blurry figure. I struggled to stay awake, but it was to no avail.


                                                                ~ Yuri ~
       At the sound of the click Storm opened the door slowly and we entered the old, dirty apartment. We searched the apartment, but didn’t find it’s occupants so we repeated our search only more carefully this time. We were looking for something, anything that would tell us what the criminals that we were chasing were up to, what their next plan was. I was searching the bedroom that looked mostly unused when Storm called from the kitchen.
      “Hey, come check this out.” He called and I joined him in the kitchen.
      “What is that?” I asked, gesturing to the three jars of clearish liquid that he was looking at.
      He turned one of the jars around, reading the label that looked like someone scribbled something on it with a foreign language. “Oh no…” He mumbled under his breath and by the sound of his voice I knew it wasn’t good.
      “What? What’s it say?” I asked, my stomach starting to knot in apprehension.
      “It’s not what it says that matters… It’s the handwriting.” He said, looking back at me. “They’re working with Cara.”
      “They’re… She….” I stuttered, fear beginning to take it’s hold on me. Not Cara. Of all the people they had to call upon her for help. The woman specialized in poison and was the most… insane criminal you could ever meet. In my opinion, anyway. I’d only met her once, but that was enough to scare me for a lifetime. “Then what is… that?” I asked, pointed to the jars filled with the strange liquid.
      “I’m pretty sure it’s a poison of some kind. Cara’s known to put them in jars like this. So don’t touch the jars, don’t touch anything. For all we know this whole place is poisoned.”
      “What about the air?” I asked, getting paranoid, but the way I saw it I had every right to be paranoid. Cara was known to poison anything she felt like at the moment. People were afraid to get near for fear she would poison them one way or another.
“Um…” Storm thought about this a moment. “You have a point there, but we can’t get too precocious or else we won’t be able to do anything or go anywhere. Making everyone so scared of her is part of what she tries to do, so technically that would be letting her win. Just, look on the bright side, at least fifty percent of her poisons have an antidote.” Only fifty percent!
“So what do we do now?” I asked, trying to keep my voice calm and neutral.
“We take these with us. I know someone who might be able to give us a better idea of what it is.” He answered. He took a large plastic bag and a pair of gloves from his army, green backpack, putting on the gloves. He put the jars in the plastic bag which he in turn put in his backpack. He took off the gloves, stuffing them in his backpack too. “Did you find anything else in the house?”
“No, it looks mostly uninhabited.” I answered, pushing my fears of Cara out of my mind for
the time being.
“Alright then, let’s go.” Storm said, but only made it as far as the door before his phone rang in his pocket. He stopped, struggling momentarily to get the cell phone out of his deep pocket. “Hello.” He answered the call.
I thumbed my fingers on the wall impatiently. It’s a cell phone, you can walk and talk, you know. I thought, but didn’t voice it.
“Yes.” He said after listening a moment. He went back to the kitchen and I followed him. “Yep, I’m doing it right now.” He dropped his backpack on the floor and put the jars of unknown liquid back on the counter.
“What are you doing?” I asked in whisper because I didn’t want to interrupt the phone call, but I wanted to know why he was putting it back.
“Yes,” He said again. “I hear you. I did it, happy now? Well that’s too bad.” He paused, listened, and then went back to the door as he did so.
I hesitated then followed him out of the apartment building.
“Okay, how about this. I leave you alone and you leave me alone?” Storm suggested to whoever he was talking to. “Fine! But if something happens then you can only blame yourself.” He hung up, still walking to the car he put the phone back in his pant’s pocket.
“Who was that?”
We got in the car and he started the engine. “That was Cara.” He said, ticked.
      “What?! How does she have your number? How did she know what we were doing?”
      “Come on, Yuri, this is Cara we’re talking about. She can do anything she puts her mind to. I wouldn’t be surprised if she was tracking my phone.” He paused, taking his phone back out of his pocket. “Oh great, she’s tracking my phone.” He muttered, rolling down the window he then tossed the iPhone four out of the window. That was a nice phone. “I wanted an upgrade anyway.”
      “Couldn’t you have just turned it off, or taken out the battery? Not throw it out a window.”
      “No. Technology is advancing, some computer geeks can do some scary stuff these days.” Storm said, driving out of the parking lot.
      “So, Cara called you and told you to put her stuff back?” I asked, “And you listened?
      “Yep, pretty much. She said she has eyes and ears near here, close enough to kill us if I didn’t comply to return her stuff. And, knowing her she does have at least one hired gun nearby.”
      “How did she know that we took in the first place and that we returned it?”
      “That’s a good question. My guess is that she had someone hack into my phone and used the camera to hear and possibly see what we’re doing. That or she has someone watching us.” He said, then seemed to more fully realize what he just said. “Great. Someone could be following us. Give me your phone.”
      I gave it to him and he threw it out of the window too. “That’s littering, you know.” I pointed out. It was a good thing that wasn’t my personal phone, just the one I took on missions like this.
      “Is it?” He asked somewhat sarcastically. “My bad.”
      “Where are you going?” I asked, noticing that he took a turn in the opposite direction I thought he would go.
      “To your apartment, I’m just taking a different rout. A more remote rout with more turns. This way it will be easier to tell if someone’s following me. After that I’m contacting the Blue Jays. If Cara’s involved then this whole thing is much bigger than we anticipated.”


       Once at my apartment Storm contacted one of the Blue Jays via some kind of internet thing. (I know very little about the internet, or just computers in general.) After waiting awhile we finally got a response.
       “Go to Raven Island, and be at A.J.’s Bar by three in the afternoon tomorrow. There you will meet either Uriah or Dusty.”
      “Dusty’s nice, hopefully it will be her. She’s more informative and laid back.” Storm said, closing his computer. “Well, if we want to get there in time we need to leave now.”
                                                                       ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
And there you go. I hope you enjoying. :)